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Nothing is funnier than unhappiness, I grant you that. Yes, yes, it’s the most comical thing in the world.
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I’m still in it, I left myself behind in it, I’m waiting for me there,  no, there you don’t wait, you don’t listen, I don’t know, perhaps it’s a  dream, all a dream, that would surprise me, I’ll wake, in the silence,  and never sleep again, it will be I, or dream, dream again, dream of a  silence, a dream silence, full of murmurs, I don’t know, that’s all  words, never wake, all words, there’s nothing else, you must go on,  that’s all I know, they’re going to stop, I know that well, I can feel  it, they’re going to abandon me, it will be the silence, for a moment, a  good few moments, or it will be mine, the lasting one, that didn’t  last, that still lasts, it will be I, you must go on, I can’t go on, you  must go on, I’ll go on, you must say words, as long as there are any,  until they find me, until they say me, strange pain, strange sin, you  must go on, perhaps it’s done already, perhaps they have said me  already, perhaps they have carried me to the threshold of my story,  before the door that opens on my story, that would surprise me, if it  opens, it will be I, it will be the silence, where I am, I don’t know,  I’ll never know, in the silence you don’t know, you must go on, I can’t  go on, I’ll go on.
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Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try again. Fail again. Fail better.
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Nothing is funnier than unhappiness, I grant you that. Yes, yes, it’s the most comical thing in the world.